I'm in my middle years and have never had a date or really loved someone yet. There's this boy in the grade above me(but he's nearly 2 years older) and I think I might like him. When a friend was trying to guess who I liked and she said his name my heart did a funny little thing and I had a mini panic attack. Do you think it's love? I cant really consult my friends 'cause I'm scared it might get out, and he's not really that apealing that way to a lot of girls I no.